Tomorrow is the first day of public school where I live. For the first time in many years, we will not be sending any of our kids to school.
We took the “baby” up to college yesterday, he’s on his own schedule now. Our older two are out of college. I am no longer a teacher, having changed jobs last January. My husband, the math teacher, is the only one attending the first day of school tomorrow.
I’m seeing all of the posts on social media from friends who are parents, teachers, or both. It’s a mixture of excitement and stress, especially in this pandemic atmosphere. I truly am happy for those who are ready to go back. I have friends and family who are absolutely brilliant, amazing, teachers who love what they do and are raring to welcome their students to the 2021-22 school year.
At the same time, with the exception of one teaching nightmare, I am relieved this August. The dread that usually builds up in my gut about attending pointless professional development (I NEVER have to ‘unpack the (same) standards’ ever, ever again.), getting that kid in my class, or girding up to be a police officer in the hallway no longer exists.
Disclaimer: Before anyone says anything about my dread about getting ‘that kid’, please keep your opinions to yourself. I know ‘that kid’ has problems that should probably be worked on in a professional environment, but the reality is ‘that kid’ in a class of 30+ is going to demand most of the teacher’s attention with their behavior. Schools are not given the resources and teachers are not given the time to properly work with ‘that kid’s’ issues, so while I always felt for ‘that kid’, my stomach would clench when their names would appear because I also felt for the other kids and I knew that it could be a rough year. There were often more than one. Don’t get me started…
The point being, I am supporting my teacher friends, including my husband, 100% tomorrow and for the whole school year. They are rock stars, they are amazing. I know what they’re up against and they need the support of the entire world.
I wish the students and parents a wonderful year.
And…
I feel so very relieved that tomorrow is not my first day of school.